what can i say...i'm happy...truely stinkin fucking happy! can u believe it?
neither could i...i found the guy wishes are made after...only i don't have to wish anymore..he's here!...i'm just estatic to be with such an amazing guy...

i don't have to worry about cheating, being jelious (which i dispise!), lies, secrets, nothing...

i finally have a guy who isn't afraid to call me in the middle of the day...just to say he misses me or hear my voice or just see what's going on...not like my ex's who would only call when their free minutes started...fuckin lame!...i've always loved attention in a relationship but have never gotten it...until now...not only do i miss him so much...he misses me even more...i love that

not to mention he's more than willing to drop everything just to be with me...just like that...at the drop of a dime just leave...that's crazy...but wow...amazing ya know?
he's willing to give up everything just to come here and be with me...now that's what a true guy is...he's willing to do all that just to be with me...and he's going to!...here in the last week of september he's moving all the way over here to be with me till i finish my basics or if i work real hard i can finish my degree...then it's off to cali...with the one guy who has stolen my heart from the begining...
i never thought i was worth someone doing all that just for me...let alone just buying me a gift or something ya know?
but he's made me see i'm worth all that and more...and i love him for it...becuase he's worth everything in this world and soo soo much more...
so now i get to plan on him coming to live here with me and marrying me...and i'm so happy about that...i can't wait to just wake up and see him everyday and send him off to work or just watch a movie with him...

not to mention everyone knows how insecure i am about well everything to do with me...he loves everything about me...even my flaws...that just helps me accept myself so much more...

and to think i wasn't gonna give him a chance...i wasn't going to give myself a chance on love again...becuase i'm so scared of being hurt yet again...

with him i don't have to worry...and i like that feeling of not being afraid or having to be afraid about anything anymore...

he's my sweety...and i can't wait to spend everyday knowing him more and loving him and being loved by him and more...